Morgan Fey BDSM Guest Blog

September is suicide awareness month, and Revenge Krew model Morgan Fey has shared a very special guest blog and photos with us.

The photos are for a set we shot for http://BrutalMaster.com a site I have appeared on many times, and this time had brought Morgan Fey to work with Me.

These are the photos from that very intense slave training and tit torture session:

Here is a guest blog from Morgan Fey about that experience;

Bella Helping me Live:

September is suicide awareness month and I want to share a story on how a good friend can make all the difference. So, this is a difficult post for me. It involves Bella stepping in and saving my life. She took my mental health seriously and stepped in when it was crucial.

Back in 2016 I lost someone dear to me to murder. I broke. And I decided I was going to end my life. So I made a vague post to more or less say goodbye to everyone. It wasn’t like my other posts where I would reach out and ask for help. It was a legitimate goodbye.

Bella noticed I was off and something was deeply wrong. So she checked in on me. Mind you, no one else noticed that I was truly that far down the rabbit hole. Since Bella is safe enough for me to reach out to in a mental situation I told her the truth. That I wanted to hurt myself, and just end it all. Bella responded with an interesting alternative. She offered to hurt me FOR me. Her sub canceled for a video she was doing in Brutal Masters Dungeon. So Bella offered me to take their place. I could hurt, get cathartic release, but not end up with permanently breaking the hearts of those who loved me.

While I was still in a bad place, I figured getting my ass beat would give me the pain I wanted while I was in a bad mental place and I hoped it would make me feel less suicidal. I agreed.

Off we went to Maine for a week. During the drive Bella talked to me the entire time. Let me voice my heartbreak, my feelings, and never made me feel bad for my venting.

We arrived at Brutal Masters abode. Let me tell you, that is the best cooking I’ve ever had. We had our own bedrooms. And things were starting to make sense again.

Once we settled in Bella put me through slave training. I was human furniture. I was tied up to a ladder and had clothespins put all over my breasts and parts of my face. I was whipped, caned, electrocuted, walked on a leash, caged, there was a lot of breast torture. And I came out of this feeling human again. I went from a shell of a person to having mild depression BUT feeling less like the end of the world.

The after care given was amazing, I have never felt more loved than I did under the care of Bella Vendetta. And I didn’t want to die anymore. Bella knew what I needed. And out of this came a video, “The adventures of Bella and Morgan”.

If it wasn’t for my dearest friend, the sister of my heart, I would not be here today. I was set on leaving this mortal coil. I had a plan and everything. To this day I have no idea how she noticed how bad I was when no one else did. But she knew, she took it seriously, and she was figuratively holding on refusing to let me go. We need more people like Bella, people who show us we ARE loved, it’s NOT the end of the world, it will get better, and that they will hold our hand in the darkness. Thank you Bella.

That said, if you are ever in a space where you NEED to be hurt, let a professional do it. It’s safer. It’s cathartic. And it’s not a permanent mistake.

LOVE YOU MORGAN! This world needs you! Thank you for baring you soul and sharing this deep message with us.

Here are some behind the scenes photos from My snapchat during this shoot! (My snapchat fans really get such a treat!)