Hi All! I am BACK! You probably never even realized I was away cuz I think I did a pretty good job of keeping the site updated with tons of fresh content coming all the time!
As you know if you’ve been following along, I got MARRIIED to Brook Rain on April 20th!
WHOOOOOO wild isn’t it!
ALot of people have commented surprise because they thought we were married already. Our banker said “it’s about time”
I concur.
We’ve basically been living like we are married but it was time to make it official.
I have never wanted huge, elaborate wedding, but I DID have plans for a beautiful outdoor wedding with about 50 of My closest friends and family, complete with a lamb roast and seafood tower.
I wanted it to be “small” (is 100 ppl small?) but ya know….covid happened.
We canceled our wedding in 2020, because well, that’s what you did in 2020.
We wanted to reschedule for last year but, didn’t feel prepared, we had just moved, the webcam studio was pretty new, we were both using our time in different ways. SO we decided to just plan ahead for 2022.
We alerted family, did a formal engagement photoshoot, had a website and everything! Obviously doing a thing with 100 ppl still did not feel safe. SO we canceled the house we had rented and canceled the whole wedding party.
Decided what was truly important was to just get fucking married and stop putting it off.
Our families were…difficult and mad to not be invited and though most of them never fucking talk to us or support us in any way they all suddenly wanted to come and made it a thing.
It was stressful.
We made it so small that it was ONLY: BrutalMaster (yes he does it all, ties you up, whips you to tears, scuba dives, cooks like a fiend and also performs wedding ceremonies) who performed our marriage ceremony, Isabel Vinson, who took the engagement and wedding photos, and My father.
We actually did not want My father to even come and we wanted to keep it to just the two but, he did not accept that and just came anyways.
I had a beautiful dress I had gotten, deep forest green, with gold and emerald jewelery, but the wedding shoes were really top tier. Brand new combat boots! 16 eye docs! With embroidered roses on them. Some punk rock dream shoes. I bought them for Myself.
It was that type of wedding ya know. Families trying to guilt trip about not being invited but aint nobody buy Me My wedding boots!
Anyways: Brook had a gorgeous deep green and gold dashiki. We matched, we looked amazing.
Our wedding rings (which Brook bought us thank you!) are also gorgeous, opal and meteorite and shell.
We got married in one of My favorite spots. A lake. Not like, a big grand tourist location lake or anything. A kinda local townie spot. A place I just happen to love. (If you recognize it, no need to shout it out in the comments keep it to yourself thank you!)
I made My own wedding cake.
It was red velvet by request of Brook! With cream cheese frosting and filled with cheesecake filling, three tiers. Decorated with fresh berries. It was gorgeous, really.
I made all the food,which since it was just a few of us, just meant nice big gorgeous platters. And I got all My best platters and crystal out.
A shrimp cocktail setup, a cheese and pepperoni plate with hummus and olive tapenade , bread and cracker basket, and some dope pasta salad, a deviled egg platter.
Dear readers, I prepped and packed all this food with care, with a table and everything I’d need into My car and drove there early to set it up.
Our wedding was on 420, the idea was to smoke and eat alot.
Eat out at the lake, take pics, maybe hit a dispensary, and smoke some more then prepare ourselves for an early dinner.
My favorite restaurant had agreed to set us up on the porch outside, despite it not really being eat outside season yet. Brook and I havent eaten at a restaurant even outside since the pandemic started so this was really exciting for Me. My father had agreed to pay for it otherwise I wouldn’t have been able to afford a big extravagant meal there.
So, we got to the lake earlier than we told everyone else to be there, and they were already there, and rushing us out of the car. We wanted to smoke a joint (obviously) and we had all these special wedding joints we’d rolled! And we lit one but My father was already leaning into the window and rushing us along, and asking a million questions and complaining about how cold it was.
I dragged all the food out of the car and set it up.
BrutalMaster cancelled for dinner pretty much immediately. He had to marry us then run!
Isabel was running late and both of the men kept asking when she’s coming and I was just still trying to smoke a joint and fix My hair.
I had brought some finishing touches with Me, jewelry and a corset and a hair clip.
But then Isabel arrived and was all apaologetic and gave us some really incredibly beautiful and touching wedding gifts and also commented how cold and then we just kinda….started?
We just walked out and she started takin pics and the wind was whipping and I didn’t put the corset on or the hair clip ro do any of the little things I wanted to do.
It was quick and fast and cute.
We finished and Isabel scampered off to find a bathroom somewhere.
We ate some little plates of food and then BrutalMaster had to leave so then it was just us and My Dad.
I never got to cut the cake, I never got any pictures of the beautiful food or the setup I spent so much time on. I went home with almost as much food as I came with.
And then I drove back home and changed, because yes, it WAS cold and while everyone was complaining about it I was wearing a sheer fucking dress!
I unpacked the car and then came out to tell My Dad I had to call the restaurant to tell them it’s gonna be 2 less people and he said that actually it was too cold for him to be outside and he had to go.
So, I said I should probably just cancel the whole dinner because we couldn’t afford it anyway, and he gave me $200, which wouldn’t have been enough but was still really nice.
SO I called the restaurant and canceled and they were upset because I think they had planned something special for us…..but…
Anyways, we drove with My dad to an ATM to get the cash and we passed by a roadside fish fry type of place, and we decided to order something there. 9Cuz he could suddenly eat outside there but not at a nice place, Idk) and so we all ordered and Brook got this amazing chicken bacon ranch wrap and My dad got a bangin fish fry and I got a cheese steak that was like one of the worst things I have eaten. For real it was REALLY bad. Just not good. I dont know why I ordered that, honestly, no clue.
But after canceling the plans everyone leaving, and a bad dinner I was just kind of depressed?
I never see anyone socially anymore, I only see people in real life for photoshoots and I was excited about basically all of it and I always expect a few things to go sideways but it was just alot.
Anyways: we ended up going to a dispensary and telling them we got married on 420 and they gave us a buncha free shit and we spent the $200 on great weed which we smoked for our honeymoon.
Our honeymoon was sort of a staycation with a few lil daytrips planned. And I took ten days off, which I was STOKED about. I had not taken a vacay in about 4 years.
So The first day we just slept in and ordered food and watched anime. The food I ordered wasn’t very good and I was in a bad mood I think about it. Also because the models in the cam studio steadily did not stop asking questions DMing texting and emailing Me despite being fully aware that I was getting married and taking ten days off!
The second day we had a spa day planned. I had bought us special bubble bath, made tea, gotten fruit to eat, face masks, a massage candle, basically the works.
I also had a special limited edition expensive ass yankee candle called “wedding day” which I had gotten and lit.
We got into the bath together, which was actually the first time we’ve doen that since we lived here and had this big bath? And while Brook was rearranging herself right off the bat pretty much Brook knocked over the big candle and spit hot wax and flame and hot fucking glass all over Me and it made Me scream and jump and also marked Me up. And also put Me in an awful mood and an end to spa day.
But ok then it got better!
I had been real smart and thought ahead and gotten us some real lovely filet mignon’s and marinated em, and then on the 3rd day we had afire outside and grilled the steaks, and also some lobsters which BrutalMaster brought! (great wedding gift!)
We had a puzzle day where we worked on and almost completed a puzzle The Lady katrina had gotten Brook as an Xmas gift. (We ended up finishing it before the end of the month!)
We had a day where we went to South Berkshire County, went to The Norman Rockwell museum, had a really lovely time there, saw art, walked the trails, went into town, went to another dispensary (a theme through the whole honeymoon) andgot special expensive cheese from Rubiner’s Cheese Monger’s in GB, and a pizza we took home from Baba Louiie’s!
(The first real good meal I had had honestly)
We had a day where we went to North Berkshire Mass Moca and wandered the galleries and buildings. A nature day of walking in the woods.
A video game day where we started playing RayMan together and by the time I’m writing this blog are like 70% of the way to completing the game.
I had some annoying business shit come up, which is what happens when you own a web based business and there are literally no days fucking off! So I ended up doing computer work one day. And then we found out that Seska had gotten nominated for an Xbiz Cam Award!! OMG!!!! WOW. So I had to come back and do some work around that!
So: Big thanks to Seska, to Xbiz, and to everyone who voted for her and made that happen thanks so much yall!
I also received several really nice wedding gifts from people and THANK YOU to everyone who sent us something off our wishlist or donated or sent cards or even well wishes, it all meant the world!
So now, we’ve both come back to work.
Brook is back to streaming : friday, sat, sun and monday mornings 7 am till noon BrookRain.cammodels.com
And I am back to streaming: Mon: 4-8 pm Tues 8 am til 11 Thurs: 8 am til 11 and friday: 4-8 pm at BellaVendetta.cammodels.com
I have a TON of exciting updates to share with yall on the site.
But also wanted to share some of the gorgeous wedding photos by Bella Vision Photo.
We are actually going to do a reshoot, inside, ina studio so we can get some even better photos and because I wanna shoot porn in My wedding dress…so stay tuned for even more.
Thanks everyone for subsciribing and helping make our weird adult industry cam girl lesbian wedding dreams come true<3
I’m not sharing ALL of them with you, some are just for family. But I am sharing this one of the back of My father’s head where he looks like a mobster in an old skool cinema movie watching his youngest get married from a weird sistance, am I right?
You know it’s NOT too late to send us something nice off our wishlist if you haven’t yet, check it out: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1SHUSO4466YJC?ref_=wl_share
I am ALSO sharing some selfies, and phone pics I took through our honeymoon time. Some addventure photos. I thought you might like, plus a cute video of Brook at MASSMOCA exploring the museum.
